Love not to be

My world was dark, sinister and bliss
I was in pain though strong and brave
Laughter was but a gentle hiss
Then she came, like an ocean wave
I love her

I was so helpless, sad, and defenseless,
My bones were broken but marrow not
What I would do for you to caress
she made my blood boil so hot
I love her

I was in agony, though by choice to cure a malady
My jokes were a rouse
They were pokes at that which hurt
Then she came
I love her, for both heart and skirt
I do love her

It hit me hard
It rocked my world
She would tear me to a single shard
I love her

We had chemistry, passion, and desire
How could it be
Things would get so dire
I love her

On the road of life, we were in different lanes
Only seven years apart, yet so far
She was little older, my heart pains
It could not be, the pain, we both would scar
I love her

Though love will strike again
She will always linger, a memory but good
We could not be, we could fore-see
She and I understood
Things were dark, but light I see
I love her

We were not soul mates
We did love
But passion concentrates
I will love another as will she, our hearts soar above
Grateful for our time but apart are our fates
I love her

Our time was great
It saved me from darkness
We could not be, but that is fate
In another I shall find happiness
She saved me from a poor state
I shall always love her, it was a dead end
Sorrow is gone, forlorn love
Our hearts apart bend
I love here, fates gave us others above

I am grateful
I am happy
I am no longer painful
I love her, however sappy
I love her